Tomorrow you would be 15. I know you could not stay ... but we will have your birthday party in memorial. It wouldn't seem right not to celebrate you on your very special night.
We all miss you so much. It will be hard to celebrate without you, on this first New Years Eve alone. But without a party it would just be too terribly sad and probably not a good way to see in the new year. I hope you can feel my hugs and all of the kisses we are sending to you. I will never forget watching you open all your presents and eventually falling asleep with them.
Sleep warm my great, sweet Spirit and know how loved you are. xoxoxoxo